The Luggage.

The Luggage.
It's filled with clothes. It follow you with a destination.
It's your luggage full of your belongings and bringing it to a certain place.
I'm leaving for a cause. "Leaving" the house that once belongs to us.
And I won't be back anymore.
I missed the love I share with you. Yes. Definitely missed it. How such a period of time flew pass us and never had the chance to be with each other again. Perhaps you'd be better off living with someone else's "house". Yeah. With someone you love rather than me (the one who loves you).Wouldn't comment much about "us" anymore. As it's the past and just let those memories fade away... We proved to each other that we don't suit each other anymore for the past 3 weeks. Thanks for all the happier times. And gosh~ I bought that thing for you adi! I guess I'll give it to someone who really loves me in the future.
送你一句"祝福你",对得起自己!守着我们以前的承诺是我太傻. 你所损失的,不会只是这一些.本来说好的一切,只会未来的她做. 你朋友说~我跟你不可能在一起.因为我了解你.所以我只能当你的旧情人. 如今就只有自己.课业.事业.爱情?(期待...但我很肯定,不会再是你了)
Goodbye25~Goodnight25~So long25~I won't forget how you treat me25~


-Getting this bag for myself. A gift for myself to gain confidence back in the game of love. To the road of recovery.........-

mixed emotions...T.t

Seoul Garden with homiessss....


Everyone's favourite Bibimbap!






All of us, Me, Bee Yee, Denise, Sze Yee, Siew sin and Wenlin~ Left out Miss Loh. XD







This was in starbucksss....


Was an unhappy and happy day eventually.
Unhappy cos... Sighs.. Don't wana talk about it..
Happy cos get to meet up with homiessss...
Looking for our next outing soon with miss Loh around.
Till then.~

好想你会是我的.
好想你也是要我.
好想我们会一起.
好想...但是...
缘分...
哎...半年...为什么我还是忘不了你...
给了自己多半年的时间...半年后...再决定...我或许走...或许留...
只希望到最后我们彼此都会开心...
当朋友的我们...其实很可惜...明明相爱着对方...却不能在一起...
可惜...
寻找着老板娘的计划继续on~
但是这最后半年很重要...我要努力...我要拼...我先放弃一切...先搞好自己的情绪...
不再被操纵...我等不及宝贝快点到来...这样我就可以乖乖地爱着它...宝贝...等你好久了...
7月2号...我等你!!!!!下星期要飞了...呜呜呜...你会想我么??? 遐想啦.........我爱你..

Love.?

What is love actually?
Don't know. Afraid of commitments.
Afraid of falling too deep again.
Afraid of deja vu hapenning again.
Afraid of everything that made me crippled for so long.
Deep inside my heart I really want you back.
But can you accept me... And can I accept you...
I don't know..
Worst clubbing night ever yesterday. But glad to meet you in sega's. Thanks for cheering me up. Shu Yee... Thanks...

如果我说~~~

"Boss, I'm talking to you lar!!!"

SEE! SO cheeky and chubby lar him!!!

He's wearing a hallmark okay.. Hallmark baby!!!
random pics of me and baby Jin Siang. HEHE. so cute lar him~!!!
Just wana cuddle him and tickle him and make me smile~~~!!!!

目前听着梁静茹的*如果我说*...所以标题也是如果我说..想不到了..哈哈

Allright, let's blog in English larr.. Mid term's over. And I did it quite badly enough to make myself study these 2 weeks of holidays. Promised myself to study everyday before going to KL. Hehes. Yes, I'm going down to KL again on the 12th of June. This time, going to KLIA. Sister's going off to Maldives. Sobs sobs. Gona miss her lots for 3 months. And yeah, I'm so gonna shop again in KL before school reopens?And.. also Japanese food in KL. ngek ngek~~~~~~
Here's a look at Maldives. YUMMY. i mean the water. Nolar. I'm not drinking the water. XD



Chun-ted?HAhaha. My sister is gona be so chao ta~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when she gets back from there!!! wahahahsss~~~~~
Better luck in love next time perhaps? Sighs.. C's in kampar, S's in pahang, and how could i even missed out that you both were together??? Sobsss.... Oh well, Take it as a experience, take it as a process of living through life. Take everything calmly... Take friendships as the lifetime partnership... Take alcohol~ But don't touch drugs. What the hell am I crapping about?
SS this Saturday~~~~CLubbing~~~~Ngek ngek~~~~
Went to Autocity with.... haih.. dun wana mention it.. sad nia..
Was thinking that I got chance with you.. mana tahu.... But nvm lar. I came in late after her.. T.t.. Helped her to buy the album for you somemore.. But I know doing good stuff for other people has a good return on us someday. No matter it's on our future or what. 我相信,总有一天,好心人会有好报.不渴望什么.只想开开心心跟未来的她一起生活~.
最近,跟你聊得好开心~好希望你是我那一个..但是我知道我们要等一下下...
就像开始时我们对彼此说,要是找到更好的,彼此都会放手.
你说,你不会找到.我说,你不知道.后来我告诉你,我们珍惜彼此.我会珍惜你.你说,你会珍惜我.
好开心.好温暖的感觉.还聊到进大学等等的事情~还聊到好远呢~呵呵呵
不敢再要求太多...这样就很好...谢谢你,在我跟她分开的五个月那一天出现...
好荣幸有你暂时性地陪在我身边.我会很珍惜你的.就像我答应自己,跟她分开后会更珍惜身边的每一个人.因为我失去的实在好多了.很开心,你把我放第一.但是你也很傻..超傻的..给我说了..
希望你听得进啦~呵呵~~~
傻猪傻猪~~~笨猪笨猪~~~傻蛋傻蛋~~~babys****~~~
很好笑的是..又是1625了...16号我生日...你5月2号生日...呵呵呵...

Random... Really really random post...

HmmMmmms....
Should I get a cufflink on my next trip to KL? Thinking... And also... I should be getting some nice nice shirts. Philosophy and Phenomenal and also Topshop have some very nice shirts... HEHE...KL KL~~~ I'm gona spend spend spend money on myself~~~~~
Mid year exams coming soon.
Yes. I promised to update my blog about wesak.
Oh well. Lazy me.... XD.. reluctant to upload the photos from my camera but willing to spend time transferring songs into my MP3.
Okayyyy..
Exam's on monday. And i'm blogging.... sighss...
Right now i'm just kinda tired..
Lotsa stuff to do tomorrow.
After school, have PA tution till 4.15pm.
Then at night, dinner with someone. HEHE
Meeting someone and someone.
Then hopefully we meet at new world park.
Cos gona catch up with wendy there.
She says there's some miss pageant going on there.
So, why not check out someone yeah? XD
Ahhh~~~ Tak sabar sabar nak tengok u ni~~~~~~~~~~
anyways, gotta get back to my studies..
microeconomics... WOW.. so many things to fnsh...

Starbucks and YOU!

Today, I can say that I'm really happy.
After all that shitty stuff that happened~
After all the drama I said to someone..
I wasn't feeling very happy. Was actually very pissed.
Who do you think I am?
I've had enough of you wanting me back then showing me your attitude lo!
Think what? You're a Diva ah? Even Diva's don't do that okay!
Even Diva's care for people's feeling. And plus, Diva's have a good attitude lo!
Never mind lar. Whatever lar. You blocked and deleted me adi.
NO point talking also anymore ! You're old enough to take reponsibility of your own actions!
-end of story-

Today, early morning woke up to go for accounts tution.
Went to Mcd for breakfast. Hehe.
Was supposed to meet up with sze yin a.k.a agoni~
My new friend from... HEHE...
Mana tahu that pig overslept pulak~~~
Then nvm lor. went to tution ~ after tution went to buy chicken rice for lunch.
Came back and ran and ran to the gym. WTF. Nola. saja eng kang nia. hahah
Ran 2km and did lots of push ups. Hoping to become fitter!!!
ngek ngeksss
then then.. came back and did nothing and dozed off d~~
wake up. and went to the wesak day procession outside my house.
Took lotsa pictures but was quite blur... Sighs.. waiting for my baby to reach!!
will upload soon lar. Then dead battery.. LOL...
then after that met up with coussie's at ah ma's house.
went gurney with em.
HEHE. then then. bought starbucks for you.
HEHE. you were so shocked when i appear in front of you.
And gosh.. i was blushing man...
wanted to ask for your phone number but.. was too paiseh adii
hahahaha.. then just now. u msged me in msn.
ehhe. telling me that u were shocked and all that..
heheh. u ask me to study hard for exams. smr ask me y so free go gurney
LOL. so happy larr. then i finally asked for your number~~~~
YEAH~~~~then i called josephine and told her.
She say where's hers? I just said i boh kiam her. LOL...
Then she jealous d. LOL..
YEAH~~~~i got ur number~ i got ur number~~~
my diva~~~ my angel~~~ my goddess~~~ XD
yala. got both of u mah. same face mia. haha.
both oso love and like~~ ngek ngek~~~
I'll always remember. I've finally got the courage to buy that for you.
And I told you I will get it for you.
You and hazelnut hot chocolate~~~
Hope you like it~!!!!
I'm taking back my love...I've given you too much~~~~

好开心.同时也很放心.

This is Me.
Before clubbing. XD

不要活在别人眼里..
活在自己的眼中...活出自我...洁身自爱...
我喜欢的你,快要去别位读书咯~
好想在你还没辞职之前送给你我答应你的东西..
呵呵~~希望在这几天内会见到你吧~我超级想你的~~
哎哟..其实..对你只是欣赏而已咯~谢谢你那天说你要我.....
你要我当你的朋友~~
我已经够开心了~~~呵呵呵呵~~~~
希望明年有机会见到你吧~choi~一定要进本地大学~~~如果不能才希望能见到你咯~
你也说..你怕有一天他不要你了,那我说,我要你...你说...好~!!!!呵呵呵~~
你让我真的很爽咯!!!



刚看了你的部落格,我..还是很关心你..也懂得你写的"你"不是我...
希望你会找到爱你的人..也希望你会好好地走下这条路...
别再继续堕落了.是时候活出你本身的力量.
也许五年后,你会觉得,当初为了我而搞到自己这样,很不值得...
我可以很肯定地说...你的确会感觉到这样...
因为也许到时你也找到一个可以接受新的你,新的态度的人..
我,却不会是你想要的.而现在的你,不再是我认识的.
好好地修养自己的身体,好好珍惜爱你的人.
我会把我们之间的承诺,牢牢记着.
是因为,我依然觉得,到今日,你是我爱过最深的人.

好想要你在我身边.

好想要 你在我身边
好想要你陪着我
好想着跟你一起 做下约定
好想要 你来我身边
好想要 你是我的
好想你会说 你是爱我的
好想...好想...
好想你会说 你一直都是很喜欢我的
好想你会说 你要我在生活上的调整帮你
好想要你说你爱的就是我...
但是..................
我就是偏偏不是 你喜欢和爱的那一个.
好想要你说你 选择跟我一起过安稳的生活...超级想的...
但是...比起他和他 我又有什么能力打动你的心呢?

Crepe Cottage. Homies. The Place. 042509

Sorry for the lack of updating my blog.
Was busy doing my work and also, HEHE, going out lar.
Anyway, last saturday was our MUET test.
Everything was fine until the listening test. I totally screwed the whole paper!
Never thought it would be so difficult! But oh well, nasi sudah menjadi bubur~
After test, went back home. Then after bathe, went out again. Met wendy on my way back home from prangin. Meeting her that night at The Place for the model search thingy. After that, rested for a while before heading towards siew sin's place with bee yee and wei ting.

Me eating the maxim gelato I've been longing to try. Turns out to be.... XD....

Bee Yee's hand grabbed by Wei Ting~

Wei Ting and her came-whoring-ness. XD. sorry for using this word laaa...

The ever magnificent stickered phone of Siew Sin.

Huhu~

Tin teh nia bee yee's hand. That's Denise and Sze Yee.

This is ME!

Bee Yee examining the works of Siew Sin's handphone.

Best dish of the day. From Crepe Cottage. Mango Cup!
Believe me. It tastes GOOD! and rEALLY good! only Rm11~

Group photo~~~


Ahhh~~~~ Me and two lovely ladies~~~~~ Ngeks
After some photos, sent bee yee back to get her car and fetched siew sin back to her house before heading to The Place. LOLS. Funny stuff happened and... LOOKING FORWARD for our next outing together again~~~ Love you guys muchies!!!!
Here's the nicest thing in The Place. Their Disco Balls. OMG! so many~ Wish i could pluck one back and bring it back to my house!


Photo with Wendy and Penny~
Friends which I rarely have the chance to meet. Looking forward to our next time too~
LOLS. It's been long since I met Penny. Model's that night were damn "sok"~~!!
But too bad, i think they're all older than me. T.t
Oh well, better luck next time~
Till then~
Tomorrow's Labour day, so damn happy. Got replacement class in the morning then its GURNEY time~~~ shopping shopping~~~~~

Kl Trip.对你最后的一番话.

Remember when I said I was supposed to meet up with my oldies? Yeah. I ppk-ed them and went for KL instead. Reason: My aunt moved into a new house. And damn, 12k sqft of land. and my gosh. I was very very amazed with the house. XD. So, here goes my trip.
Left Penang around 2.30pm. Reached at 6.40pm.
Took the first photo in the toilet. And I tell you, the toilet is nice!!! XD


This is the outdoor shower head. The biggest I've ever seen.

It's a very wide house. And, my camera, digital one, couldn't take the whole picture. Will have to wait for my SLR to come. XD

The POOL. dipped into it after supper on saturday night. Played with coussies till 2pm. XD

*Sorry for the shaky photos* I was pretty tired after the long trip.



*But I still got a clear picture of myself inside the AV room. 52 inch next month? hehe


One very sexayyyyyy chandelier.

Inside bottom= The AV room. Empty yet. Have to wait for the couches and stuff to get in soon!

2nd Floor.

The "demo" kitchen. says aunt.


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The first living room.

Urmm.. Japanese table?


Stepway~


Main door. But entrance beside. One very big and tall door...


The gazebo. Don't know if it's spelt this way. Nice aight?

The flowing water creates Zen in the house.

A sight of the glass door.

Big-Medium-Small

A view of the Curve. Aiming at Laundry actually. XD

sis~cousin sis~me~!

Me on a segway~~~It's a once in a lifetime chance to ride it~ And I rode it in Cineleisure Damansara~Under Mall Cop Competition~ XD

Fabulous life fabulous life. Wait till you see the main thing I bought in KL. XD
I just love my fabulous life. It was a good thing you left. XD. I'm so happy with my life now.

Gucci belt. Gucci Make up Bag. And my Tiffany Bangle. XD XD
So happy.
After STPM, I shall be going down to KL to work and have fun and start a fresh new page of my life! Hehes. Pikom? The Curve? in KL or Stay in Penang and work for Paisano?HmmMmmmss..
STill a long way to go. But I'll definitely be going KL to stay for a long time next year. XD
Thailand, Taiwan~~~~ We'll definitely go there peeps!
Work Work WORK! Clubbing clubbing clubbing~~~ New people new people new people~!!!
I am over you. XD .

*不懂你是否还有印象,我们两年前的约定.我们曾经说过,还有两年,我们就可以一起住了.呵呵~好可惜也很庆幸~可惜是因为还有几个月就满期了,我们都已经分开了~哈哈~我再也不觉得心痛.也不觉得遗憾.我已经尽了力,好好的爱你.可惜你却因为贪玩~就走了~哈哈哈~不过也不能完全怪你.我也有我的霸道.我也有我的任性.只是现在你过得那么好,我也过得很好很好.没有必要再吵闹下去.也好久没吵了~也懒得跟你吵~只想说,你后天就19岁了~虽然不会再是我陪伴你度过生日~但是我希望你的他会好好得帮你庆祝!呵呵呵~还有就是呢,我们说过要一起去kl住的~现在,我比你先下咯~哈哈哈~明年一月就会搬到kl了~有点不舍的,舍不得这里的朋友.呵呵~不过日子还是要过,人还是要长大.您生日,我还是会祝你生日快乐~过后,我们再也不相干~再也不联络~因为你已经有了你自己的生活.半年了,我终于彻底地把你放下了~我爱我的新生活~你爱你的她~哈哈哈~其实,我还蛮高兴你找到一个你喜欢的人.我替你高兴,也终于放心.祝你幸福.祝你快乐.
我的婚纱店老板娘啊老板娘~~~
你在哪里啊~~~~~~~????** nudge nudge wink wink*****

Going to 007 and maybe FAME on saturday night.
MUET exam in the morning. XD.
Band 5 band 5~!!!!
Ilove.my.life.somuch.rightnow.