Give up.

I give up. I surrender. From this stupid thing.
Yeah, she's right.
Yeah, i'm being too nosy.
Yeah, i'm the leader of this whole thing.
I fucking give up.
I see nothing
I hear nothing
I sense nothing
I don't know anything


White Flag. YUUHOOO. WHITE FLAG D!
Fucking miss J, happy now?
YOU MAY ENJOY DOING WHAT YOU FEEL HAPPY DOING!
COS I DUN FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!
I FUCKING DONT CARE!

Visvim Christo CLOT Royale!

Visvim Christo CLOT Royale!!!!!

GRRRRR.....***drool***

I want!!!!!

The highly anticipated CLOT Royale x Visvim Christo has long been the source of much speculation regarding its release with an end in sight. For CLOT Royale, the use of Visvim’s sandal model the Christo was an obvious choice as it represented a popular item among the Asian market and suited the warm Asian climate. Keeping in line with CLOT Royale’s trademark use of silk, a handful of colors are set to release as CLOT aims to offer a culturally relevant product. To compliment the Visvim dust bag , an exclusive CLOT Royale silk dust bag will also be provided. The inaugural release will feature a yellow colorway on July 4th, exclusively at ACU/Juice with a suggested retail price of $2,680 HKD (approximately $342 USD). Due to the popularity of this release, a lottery system will be instituted with tickets given out at 10:00 am and the subsequent draw taking place at 10:30 am. More details for the other colors will be revealed at a later date.

It's just Love afterall...

跟你一起,真的好开心
虽然见面的机会不是常有
至少我懂得我还有一个你在远方想着我
但是我觉得我自己真的好差
我时不时就吃了不应该吃的醋
也夺走了你的私隐
也许我不应该讲这一句话
但是我已经说出去了
"也许你根本都不了解我..."
但是这一切不是你的错
是我很难把心中的苦说出来
所受过的伤害,不是我不要把它埋起来
而是无时无刻都有人在提醒着我在爱情里的错误
我答应自己不可以重犯
但却无法相信最爱的人
老实说,我很相信你
但只有一件事我好难说服自己
就是你跟我的其他前任不一样
也许之前的她把我的心弄得太糟糕了
我没有办法把黑白分清.到底什么话是真的
什么话是假的
很抱歉...昨晚忽然攻击你...问你...
影响到了你考试的心情...
而今天早上你也没回复我
所以我大概就知道你是在忙...还是在生我的气
你说你不介意...但是我介意...也很内疚
不过做了,承认了,我也答应了不再那样
原因是我不要你因为我而改变自己

有一天,如果你找不到我
请你勇往直前,不要再回头看我有没有偷偷在你后面跟着你
不,不是因为我要放弃你
而是我不值得你爱
宁愿选择默默爱你
也不想再伤害任何人
你是个很好的人,相信没有我在你身边,你会更幸福.
我就是爱吃比我好的人的醋.
我就是不喜欢我爱的人会犹豫她到底选对了对象吗
犹豫,似乎不应该存在.
爱,就爱.不爱,就放.

今天早上,之前疯迷追她的她来向我告白了
我什么也没有说...
也懂我告诉你的话,你也不理的...
所以我不会告诉你...等你看到我的部落格的时候
想问,就问.不想问,也懂.

Mistakes are done for us to remember what happened in the past.
Should we ever repeat the same mistake?
Maybe sometimes we should.
As it will let all of us live a happier life.
You just have to always remember what the mistake cost you.
What happened in the past cost my precious time of doing things in a better way.
What happened in the past also make me fail to believe in love actually is just a simple thing.
I just failed to believe and trust those who really love me.
But one thing I really did succeed was loving you with all my heart. But just in a wrong way.
What more, it's just Love afterall.
Had so many disappointments this year.
And yet, this time, I let myself down.
Knowing that it's my fault. And I have known it well long before I did it.
I'm sorry darling. I need more time to believe that girls are not always so bad.
It's enough that I've had it with her. I don't want to go through hell again.

Tomorrow's accounts paper, I'm almost prepared. I just need a few fixes on my knowledge and I'll definitely pass it!

GRRR. I despise you.

You think you're all that

But you ain't nothing but someone close to me

You think you're the best

Cos you're smarter than me

You may excel in academics

But I am pretty sure I'm gonna excel you in the future

You judge me for who I am

You judge me for what I'm doing

You judge me for what you don't know

Before you judge me, please judge yourself

And also THINK whether you have any excuse for yourself

I talked happily at night.

You? Sobbing away and always showing your fucked up face

At least I know I'm happy with someone else

YOU? Please, don't know where you're going after this

Wish you could just get some overseas job and SHOO AWAY!

Having you sitting beside me is like a hell to me

I still can't imagine how loud you type!

It's like thumping on the keyboard and expressing urself in a rude way to your lappie

Oh well, but ITS your lappie. not mine.

I just know I'll be good without you needing to order me!

I am who i am and you are just nothing to me!

Always making yourself feeling so sick

Gosh. Come ON! GO OUT AND LIVE LA!

Why are you staying here?

Even I couldn't stand the pressure being at home

and YOU? still wana find job here???

And you and your psycotic bf, goshh...

Till now I still can't forget how you both ditched me just to date

and what happened

Not because I'm not a forgiving person but just

what you both did was totally unacceptable.

I've forgiven you but that does not make me trust you again

You told me you're going down to KL for xmas

You told me you're a changed person now.

HELL NO! go and take a look at yourself in the mirror and give yourself a few good slaps!

WHO ARE YOU TO BE NAGGING WHAT I DO IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT?!?!??!

AT LEAST I'M NOT SOBBING AWAY EVERY NIGHT!

I HATE YOU! I DESPISE YOU!!!!!!!!!

I despise you who think you're all that and that smart.

But you just don't know what the hell you're losing of in your life.

Even mom said you're stupid for turning down the offer!

STUPIDO!

----一句的对不起

失望多了,是否每当听到<对不起>这三个字时都很害怕?
不敢想象下一句会是什么...
也许已经好久没人真心的只想为他们所做错的事情而向我道歉...
而不是想要跟我硬撑的缘故而跟我说道歉...
所以让我觉得每当心爱的她,对我说对不起这三个字时都很害怕
没有要怪之前的她把我搞成这样,这也只是代表我已经受够了她的一切
我愿意放开之前的一切,就只想好好的爱她.
之前的她教过我不可以随便对任何人说对不起
但有时我还是说了...
不是因为要给自己理由伤害别人
而只是很诚心的像某人说
但却有人对我说时我会愣了起来...
也许失望太过多次了...
我不懂我该怎么接受...一句简单的"对不起"

矛盾?Yes, i never said i was not!