You don't know me anymore...

Found out something yesterday night. 

Was pretty upset about it. 

Reason? COS I REALLY DIDN'T SAY IT to ANYONE BEFORE!!!!

I mean seriously, if i really did criticise you like that before i'd admit it. 

But I REALLY DID NOT!!

It wasn't me. It was that b*Tch!!!!! ARGHH!!!

This is definitely not the first time I've got into this kinda trouble. 

Now that i've changed my password and made a long distance call to australia... I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED WITH YOU LEE SHERINE MCINTYRE!!!!GRRR!!!! 

WHY WOULD I EVEN TRUST U AT FIRST!!!

YOU MISLEAD ME TO BELIEVING YOU!!! F*CK U MAN!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!

NOW THAT SHE'S SO PISSED OFF WITH ME, U HAPPY LA!!!!

HATE YOU THIS KINDA BACKSTABBER!!!!!!

WHY WOULD I EVEN LET YOU USE IT AT FIRST????

NOW THAT WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS ANYMORE. U HAPPY LA!!!

NOW THAT I'VE LOST HER AS A FRIEND U OSO HAPPY LA!!!

I'M SO GONNA REMEMBER YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME!!!!

I've always loved you. Till now. 

But who I love is now gone. Forever. And the one I love will never be back to me again. 

Because I was the one who "murdered" that person at first. 

Let the past be the past. 

But I am really disappointed for you to believe her. 

I never would say this kinda this to you even I cannot be with you. 

Just so disappointed with your decision for not even being friends with me anymore.

I just swear I'd never say that before to anyone and I would never do...

Remember our promises? Now it doesn't matter to you anymore... 

I'd just go on with my life. My bridal studio. My cafe. My first million. Our first porsche..

Without me, you'll definitely be happier. 

You once said that I wasn't around you all the time. 

Perhaps you should just find someone who has all the time for you and can give you the world. Because I know I don't have the chance to do so for you anymore.

I'm waiting for that someone. To be awarded with the J. 

I still wish it was you. but... I guess you're doing so much better without me.

One thing pity, we are so near but yet too far from reaching our promise together.

Goodbye my love. Goodbye J. 

Move on like you never knew me. 

Move on and fly with your wings spread wide.

I definitely had learned my lesson. 

Slowly, day by day, I'd learn how to grow up.