Thursday, June 25, 2009

The Luggage.



The Luggage.
It's filled with clothes. It follow you with a destination.
It's your luggage full of your belongings and bringing it to a certain place.
I'm leaving for a cause. "Leaving" the house that once belongs to us.
And I won't be back anymore.
I missed the love I share with you. Yes. Definitely missed it. How such a period of time flew pass us and never had the chance to be with each other again. Perhaps you'd be better off living with someone else's "house". Yeah. With someone you love rather than me (the one who loves you).Wouldn't comment much about "us" anymore. As it's the past and just let those memories fade away... We proved to each other that we don't suit each other anymore for the past 3 weeks. Thanks for all the happier times. And gosh~ I bought that thing for you adi! I guess I'll give it to someone who really loves me in the future.
送你一句"祝福你",对得起自己!守着我们以前的承诺是我太傻. 你所损失的,不会只是这一些.本来说好的一切,只会未来的她做. 你朋友说~我跟你不可能在一起.因为我了解你.所以我只能当你的旧情人. 如今就只有自己.课业.事业.爱情?(期待...但我很肯定,不会再是你了)
Goodbye25~Goodnight25~So long25~I won't forget how you treat me25~



-Getting this bag for myself. A gift for myself to gain confidence back in the game of love. To the road of recovery.........-

Saturday, June 13, 2009

mixed emotions...T.t

Seoul Garden with homiessss....


Everyone's favourite Bibimbap!






All of us, Me, Bee Yee, Denise, Sze Yee, Siew sin and Wenlin~ Left out Miss Loh. XD







This was in starbucksss....


Was an unhappy and happy day eventually.
Unhappy cos... Sighs.. Don't wana talk about it..
Happy cos get to meet up with homiessss...
Looking for our next outing soon with miss Loh around.
Till then.~

好想你会是我的.
好想你也是要我.
好想我们会一起.
好想...但是...
缘分...
哎...半年...为什么我还是忘不了你...
给了自己多半年的时间...半年后...再决定...我或许走...或许留...
只希望到最后我们彼此都会开心...
当朋友的我们...其实很可惜...明明相爱着对方...却不能在一起...
可惜...
寻找着老板娘的计划继续on~
但是这最后半年很重要...我要努力...我要拼...我先放弃一切...先搞好自己的情绪...
不再被操纵...我等不及宝贝快点到来...这样我就可以乖乖地爱着它...宝贝...等你好久了...
7月2号...我等你!!!!!下星期要飞了...呜呜呜...你会想我么??? 遐想啦.........我爱你..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Love.?

What is love actually?
Don't know. Afraid of commitments.
Afraid of falling too deep again.
Afraid of deja vu hapenning again.
Afraid of everything that made me crippled for so long.
Deep inside my heart I really want you back.
But can you accept me... And can I accept you...
I don't know..
Worst clubbing night ever yesterday. But glad to meet you in sega's. Thanks for cheering me up. Shu Yee... Thanks...

Monday, June 1, 2009

如果我说~~~



"Boss, I'm talking to you lar!!!"

SEE! SO cheeky and chubby lar him!!!

He's wearing a hallmark okay.. Hallmark baby!!!
random pics of me and baby Jin Siang. HEHE. so cute lar him~!!!
Just wana cuddle him and tickle him and make me smile~~~!!!!

目前听着梁静茹的*如果我说*...所以标题也是如果我说..想不到了..哈哈

Allright, let's blog in English larr.. Mid term's over. And I did it quite badly enough to make myself study these 2 weeks of holidays. Promised myself to study everyday before going to KL. Hehes. Yes, I'm going down to KL again on the 12th of June. This time, going to KLIA. Sister's going off to Maldives. Sobs sobs. Gona miss her lots for 3 months. And yeah, I'm so gonna shop again in KL before school reopens?And.. also Japanese food in KL. ngek ngek~~~~~~
Here's a look at Maldives. YUMMY. i mean the water. Nolar. I'm not drinking the water. XD



Chun-ted?HAhaha. My sister is gona be so chao ta~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when she gets back from there!!! wahahahsss~~~~~
Better luck in love next time perhaps? Sighs.. C's in kampar, S's in pahang, and how could i even missed out that you both were together??? Sobsss.... Oh well, Take it as a experience, take it as a process of living through life. Take everything calmly... Take friendships as the lifetime partnership... Take alcohol~ But don't touch drugs. What the hell am I crapping about?
SS this Saturday~~~~CLubbing~~~~Ngek ngek~~~~
Went to Autocity with.... haih.. dun wana mention it.. sad nia..
Was thinking that I got chance with you.. mana tahu.... But nvm lar. I came in late after her.. T.t.. Helped her to buy the album for you somemore.. But I know doing good stuff for other people has a good return on us someday. No matter it's on our future or what. 我相信,总有一天,好心人会有好报.不渴望什么.只想开开心心跟未来的她一起生活~.
最近,跟你聊得好开心~好希望你是我那一个..但是我知道我们要等一下下...
就像开始时我们对彼此说,要是找到更好的,彼此都会放手.
你说,你不会找到.我说,你不知道.后来我告诉你,我们珍惜彼此.我会珍惜你.你说,你会珍惜我.
好开心.好温暖的感觉.还聊到进大学等等的事情~还聊到好远呢~呵呵呵
不敢再要求太多...这样就很好...谢谢你,在我跟她分开的五个月那一天出现...
好荣幸有你暂时性地陪在我身边.我会很珍惜你的.就像我答应自己,跟她分开后会更珍惜身边的每一个人.因为我失去的实在好多了.很开心,你把我放第一.但是你也很傻..超傻的..给我说了..
希望你听得进啦~呵呵~~~
傻猪傻猪~~~笨猪笨猪~~~傻蛋傻蛋~~~babys****~~~
很好笑的是..又是1625了...16号我生日...你5月2号生日...呵呵呵...