TA-DAAA~~~~ My first ever photoshoot!

Mixed together with 25/7 and 2/8
Comments please. Tq. Still got space to improve! XD

Currently...

Got my D80. 

But shall be facing a lot of things in the couple months. 

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Yes. I'm STILL single and VERY available...

Come and take my heart away...

wahhahhahahas

sot d...

0808, KL

0815, Out with homies

0822, u wan date me?  XD i guess i'll be studying hard for trials....

I've know what I want to work as once i finsh stpm. Ngeks ngekssss...

Love lots. Jo San. signing off after a short post here.

Niknik i love you.

Utada Hikaru - Come back to me...
P/S: It's a very nice song...

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Lower east side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too dumb to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna but
I open my heart to be
You are my priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby, take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na, na na na...

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Found this very meaningful phrase in WK's post in facebook...here it goes..
一个人的心地好不好,不是在乎那上了妆的外貌,而是拿不上妆的内心.
就算全世界的人都觉得你很美,可是你却没有一个知心的朋友,
到处都带着假面具对事对人,
就算你是天使的脸孔,魔鬼的身材,你也不过只是无人爱的人....

恨你吗?爱你吗?再也不重要了...
五年,十年,十五年计划,会照常开始,
我会把你推我下海的今天当成教训,
我会比以前更好.我要活出我自己.活出我的个性.
你说,很庆幸我们分开了...
那为什么那天又对我那样说话?
你很幸运,我没有早一点看到你的部落格.

五年: 咖啡厅
十年: 夜店或婚纱店
十五年:whichever of my ten year plan comes first, the one left is my 15th year plan

我不会否认我自己有错.但是我可比你好多了.
我知道自己我错.你?
只认为错在我身上.既然觉得那么委屈...
那我就放手还你自由...
你开心就好...
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Baby's coming... I'm excited to meet you baby. Just as how much I've wished you were always around my side. Iloveyou baby niknik. Mwahs.

Sorry guys.

Shall be busy to update my posts. But will definitely update when my baby's here. XD

人生无奈~我要更努力!我要追求我的梦想!

我拿gucci了~~~elevate my status???XD

我的第三宝贝*第一宝贝~~请您要安全到来哦~~~还有12天~~~~

Michael Jackson 50 岁就逝世了~~
人生好无奈~~~~~~~
We'll always remember Michael Jackson as the King of Pop!
记得以前很爱看THRILLER的MV~~~
哈啊哈哈~~~

最近发现许多身边的的人都得到他们的幸福..~
也看到了好多朋友都有伴了...
真的替他们开心呢..
有时很羡慕...有时很庆幸...
不管怎样..我相信我的另一半不会离我太远...
就算是要我等..我也会等到某人出现先..
好多人都说...我应该找到更好的..我的下一个恋情会更好..
想想下...也觉得蛮对一下...
至少我知道自己以前错在哪里...
至少我会懂得控制自己的情绪...
至少我会比以前过得更好更开心!
至少我知道我的taste是怎样的了...
我接受不了玩玩的恋情...我玩不起...
还记的那天有人说我思想老古董...
每个人都有自己的生活方式...
那个人或许看不惯我的...而我也看不惯他的...
我有我的motto for life...我有我的性格...
我是个痴情恋者...那又怎样?
至少我会对一个真心对我的人100%奉陪...
好好对待我的爱人...
我发誓...我会比以前更好...给予爱的人更好更多...
因为我不会再随便乱爱...

前天有人告诉了我她遭遇到的事情..
实在不能想象...
而我也告诉了她某些事情..
她说...想起那些事情她都已经不怎么介意了...
而我...为什么还要介意当初的心意是怎样的呢?
说来...她说得很有道理下...所以当提起某些事情时都会气...
现在...我已经决定放下了...
都已经过去了...为何就不让它留在回忆?
回忆也只是一种纪念,一种提醒我们的事情...
不要再犯同样的错...
但我可以发誓...我从来没有跟任何人说过那些事情...更不可能因为不能在一起而唱衰...
我会比以前过得更好..
读好书...出国去还是出外地吧!!
我要离开这一些属于我跟某人的回忆...
因为我知道某人过得不错了...所以是时候放下了...
下星期7月18日,日本鬼节来临咯.
回忆...还记得...去年答应过某人会买风筝给某人...哈哈哈...
轮也轮不到我了啦~~~~
我也不要买了啦~~~~~~
回忆罢了.~~~~~
加油加油!对自己说加油!!!我会找到比你更好的!!!!
My 5 year plan and 10 year plan! I will make it work and successful!!!
Wait for me ms W!! We'll co-operate together!!!

You don't know me anymore...

Found out something yesterday night. 

Was pretty upset about it. 

Reason? COS I REALLY DIDN'T SAY IT to ANYONE BEFORE!!!!

I mean seriously, if i really did criticise you like that before i'd admit it. 

But I REALLY DID NOT!!

It wasn't me. It was that b*Tch!!!!! ARGHH!!!

This is definitely not the first time I've got into this kinda trouble. 

Now that i've changed my password and made a long distance call to australia... I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED WITH YOU LEE SHERINE MCINTYRE!!!!GRRR!!!! 

WHY WOULD I EVEN TRUST U AT FIRST!!!

YOU MISLEAD ME TO BELIEVING YOU!!! F*CK U MAN!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!

NOW THAT SHE'S SO PISSED OFF WITH ME, U HAPPY LA!!!!

HATE YOU THIS KINDA BACKSTABBER!!!!!!

WHY WOULD I EVEN LET YOU USE IT AT FIRST????

NOW THAT WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS ANYMORE. U HAPPY LA!!!

NOW THAT I'VE LOST HER AS A FRIEND U OSO HAPPY LA!!!

I'M SO GONNA REMEMBER YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME!!!!

I've always loved you. Till now. 

But who I love is now gone. Forever. And the one I love will never be back to me again. 

Because I was the one who "murdered" that person at first. 

Let the past be the past. 

But I am really disappointed for you to believe her. 

I never would say this kinda this to you even I cannot be with you. 

Just so disappointed with your decision for not even being friends with me anymore.

I just swear I'd never say that before to anyone and I would never do...

Remember our promises? Now it doesn't matter to you anymore... 

I'd just go on with my life. My bridal studio. My cafe. My first million. Our first porsche..

Without me, you'll definitely be happier. 

You once said that I wasn't around you all the time. 

Perhaps you should just find someone who has all the time for you and can give you the world. Because I know I don't have the chance to do so for you anymore.

I'm waiting for that someone. To be awarded with the J. 

I still wish it was you. but... I guess you're doing so much better without me.

One thing pity, we are so near but yet too far from reaching our promise together.

Goodbye my love. Goodbye J. 

Move on like you never knew me. 

Move on and fly with your wings spread wide.

I definitely had learned my lesson. 

Slowly, day by day, I'd learn how to grow up. 

Life''s good. I'm moving on.

Am I ready for a new relationship? 

Yes. Definitely. But I doubt that I'd find one soon enough though. 

Right now it's just me, myself and I. 

There's nothing much more better than loving and pampering myself.

Although it'd be great if I had a partner with me. 

But oh well. I'll wait for the one to come. 

Latest updates:

1. I've got my Gucci bag

2. I'm ready for a new relationship. 

3. I've got over someone.

4. I wish that someone would really appreciate who's around her. 

5. I'm missing you. 

6. I'm loving my life. 

7. Still searching for you!!! XD

Shall post up pics of my gucci bag soon! HEHE. 

Ya know, I'm so happy right now~~~~~ 

The Luggage.

The Luggage.
It's filled with clothes. It follow you with a destination.
It's your luggage full of your belongings and bringing it to a certain place.
I'm leaving for a cause. "Leaving" the house that once belongs to us.
And I won't be back anymore.
I missed the love I share with you. Yes. Definitely missed it. How such a period of time flew pass us and never had the chance to be with each other again. Perhaps you'd be better off living with someone else's "house". Yeah. With someone you love rather than me (the one who loves you).Wouldn't comment much about "us" anymore. As it's the past and just let those memories fade away... We proved to each other that we don't suit each other anymore for the past 3 weeks. Thanks for all the happier times. And gosh~ I bought that thing for you adi! I guess I'll give it to someone who really loves me in the future.
送你一句"祝福你",对得起自己!守着我们以前的承诺是我太傻. 你所损失的,不会只是这一些.本来说好的一切,只会未来的她做. 你朋友说~我跟你不可能在一起.因为我了解你.所以我只能当你的旧情人. 如今就只有自己.课业.事业.爱情?(期待...但我很肯定,不会再是你了)
Goodbye25~Goodnight25~So long25~I won't forget how you treat me25~


-Getting this bag for myself. A gift for myself to gain confidence back in the game of love. To the road of recovery.........-

mixed emotions...T.t

Seoul Garden with homiessss....


Everyone's favourite Bibimbap!






All of us, Me, Bee Yee, Denise, Sze Yee, Siew sin and Wenlin~ Left out Miss Loh. XD







This was in starbucksss....


Was an unhappy and happy day eventually.
Unhappy cos... Sighs.. Don't wana talk about it..
Happy cos get to meet up with homiessss...
Looking for our next outing soon with miss Loh around.
Till then.~

好想你会是我的.
好想你也是要我.
好想我们会一起.
好想...但是...
缘分...
哎...半年...为什么我还是忘不了你...
给了自己多半年的时间...半年后...再决定...我或许走...或许留...
只希望到最后我们彼此都会开心...
当朋友的我们...其实很可惜...明明相爱着对方...却不能在一起...
可惜...
寻找着老板娘的计划继续on~
但是这最后半年很重要...我要努力...我要拼...我先放弃一切...先搞好自己的情绪...
不再被操纵...我等不及宝贝快点到来...这样我就可以乖乖地爱着它...宝贝...等你好久了...
7月2号...我等你!!!!!下星期要飞了...呜呜呜...你会想我么??? 遐想啦.........我爱你..

Love.?

What is love actually?
Don't know. Afraid of commitments.
Afraid of falling too deep again.
Afraid of deja vu hapenning again.
Afraid of everything that made me crippled for so long.
Deep inside my heart I really want you back.
But can you accept me... And can I accept you...
I don't know..
Worst clubbing night ever yesterday. But glad to meet you in sega's. Thanks for cheering me up. Shu Yee... Thanks...