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Christmas had just passed.
My Christmas was spent with my two cousins from KL.
It's been 4 years since I last celebrated Christmas here.
I promised you that I would be back for Christmas this year when I was in KL last year.
Such a pity that we couldn't make it work for us.
I can only say it's my most regrettable thing I've ever done so far.
I was greedy perhaps.
Smiles was around me. But i find it nothing compared to the heart I've broken. (yours)
It's no thrill Christmas Eve and the coming new year?
No feelings and no thrills looking forward to it.
If only I could turn back time...
I'd really make up for all my mistakes...
Sorry to let your friend's disappointed with me...
I don't know and have no idea what was I thinking...
Regrets...
I told you I wanted one more chance. You said no. Clearly said no.
I saw your blog. Saying that I've really cancelled my following on your blog.
No. I did not.
I just changed my status into an invincible status (anonymous follower)
I guess I just broke your heart again.
I've said before. I don't ever want to break your heart again.
That's why I've changed it back to public follower.
If only you would know the existence of this blog.
It can only be time that will prove me.
No matter how much you want me to leave.
I'll never leave. I know I don't stand much chance anymore.
This is one of our promises.
One by one I'll prove it. Somehow, you might and you might not see it.
Let's hope for what I decide to do in the coming month.
Let's hope I'm not going anywhere.

furydevil316

I once had a personal blog . Which I wrote my angers and frustrations and never what's deep inside my heart. It's because I never ever want to be known for what I'm thinking.
I once had a almost perfect relationship with you.
I can only say, how much I regret for letting you go.
You've clearly said that there is no more turning back for us anymore.
I just told you. "All I need is one last chance to prove."
You said you've given me so many chances to prove. Isn't there enough chances already?
It was unfair to you I know.
What if... This is the only time that can make me do my best?
What if... I can only make it right this time?
The end is near. End of 2008.
What a fcuking year it is.
I've used to drive with you by my side.
Have you in my arms when I wanted to watch any new movies.
Share food with you whenever we want to eat something.
Walk with holding your hand or even my arms around your waist.
Said sweet things to each other about what we're gona do.
I don't know what is happening to me right now.
Christmas isn't that fun anymore.
New year is coming. But I seem to find no thrill to it.
Probably just a stressful year coming ahead and preparing for the future.
Future. ...
I'm still going for what I want to be...
And the place for you is always there...
Even I clearly know that you won't forgive me anymore.
I can only say, I love you, deep down in my heart, nothing can replace you.
I might have hurted you very very much.
But I really blamed myself.
I admit. I must admit that I once blamed you.
When i was furious, I write anything straight from my brains without thinking.
I'm a bird-brainer. If that's how you like it.
If there is anything I could do to turn you back.
I'd really do it. . If I could ever have the chance to have you in my arms again.
I'd really appreciate it.
How long will it take for you to forget me?
Just let me mend your heart for once more time.
L'amour. J'etaime.
I can only say. I miss you. I miss you and I miss you.
Things that are not done have already been done.
What can I do besides staying here and think back what I've done.
All regrets. Nothing but regrets.

属于~我们的....

《幸福的抉择》主题曲
填词：陈没　作曲：鸦片丹　编曲：WAVE G
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力



属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什麽不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力

Found this song while watching previews on Astro on Demand channel.
Hehes. I like the song. Really meaningful.
Somehow, I wish I could be like this too.
Us? I can only wait...

向左走.向右走.

向左走还是向右走?
在人生的路途中,我们有多少次遇到了波折?遇到了生命中的困难?
在这些时候,我们又向谁诉苦呢?
爱情,固然重要.但是,到最后,伤我们伤得最痛的还是爱情.
我伤了你.你伤了我.
从此,再也不联络,再也不考虑当初为何要伤害对方的原因.
爱情就是那么的复杂很简单.
有些人喜欢简单爱.有些人却喜欢复杂爱.
简单爱指的是,只想好好的对待爱的人,也希望爱的人好好爱他.
不要求荣华富贵,只要求幸福快乐.
复杂的爱情,却是怎样呢?
口口声声说要跟你一辈子,但却没有给你足够的时间让你证明.
说要陪你度过一切,但却在最重要的时候放下了你.
当你决定放下时,又出现来爱你.
爱情,真的很为难世上的人.
至于找到真爱的人,他们就会开开心心.
我跟你,曾经,开开心心. 但却因为一些事情而分开.我必须长大,我必须成熟,我必须改变,来更爱你.
如果这种想法是女方提的话,那那位女生一定很爱很爱她心中的那个他,但男方却会很花心.
如果是男方的话,那位男生一定会很辛苦,很容易吃醋.因为心中爱的那个她,对情不忠.
其实怎样才能要双方面能沟通得到,却不用伤害对方呢?
这个问题,又谁可以答我呢?

-blue roses= freedom and treasure. How can you treasure someone you love and have freedom to do anything? I gave you freedom. You must be happy without me.I'm jealous of him treating you so good. I could have done better than what I had done. But it's already too late to apologize anymore. I miss you. I really really miss you. I'll always be waiting for you. I know even if we don't have the chance to be together anymore, we can be friends. Sincerely to 21.-

到最后,如果一对情侣有缘分,他们必定会碰面.
一个向左走,一个向右走.
未来的事没人懂.唯有顺其自然!