好开心.同时也很放心.

This is Me.
Before clubbing. XD

不要活在别人眼里..
活在自己的眼中...活出自我...洁身自爱...
我喜欢的你,快要去别位读书咯~
好想在你还没辞职之前送给你我答应你的东西..
呵呵~~希望在这几天内会见到你吧~我超级想你的~~
哎哟..其实..对你只是欣赏而已咯~谢谢你那天说你要我.....
你要我当你的朋友~~
我已经够开心了~~~呵呵呵呵~~~~
希望明年有机会见到你吧~choi~一定要进本地大学~~~如果不能才希望能见到你咯~
你也说..你怕有一天他不要你了,那我说,我要你...你说...好~!!!!呵呵呵~~
你让我真的很爽咯!!!



刚看了你的部落格,我..还是很关心你..也懂得你写的"你"不是我...
希望你会找到爱你的人..也希望你会好好地走下这条路...
别再继续堕落了.是时候活出你本身的力量.
也许五年后,你会觉得,当初为了我而搞到自己这样,很不值得...
我可以很肯定地说...你的确会感觉到这样...
因为也许到时你也找到一个可以接受新的你,新的态度的人..
我,却不会是你想要的.而现在的你,不再是我认识的.
好好地修养自己的身体,好好珍惜爱你的人.
我会把我们之间的承诺,牢牢记着.
是因为,我依然觉得,到今日,你是我爱过最深的人.

好想要你在我身边.

好想要 你在我身边
好想要你陪着我
好想着跟你一起 做下约定
好想要 你来我身边
好想要 你是我的
好想你会说 你是爱我的
好想...好想...
好想你会说 你一直都是很喜欢我的
好想你会说 你要我在生活上的调整帮你
好想要你说你爱的就是我...
但是..................
我就是偏偏不是 你喜欢和爱的那一个.
好想要你说你 选择跟我一起过安稳的生活...超级想的...
但是...比起他和他 我又有什么能力打动你的心呢?

Crepe Cottage. Homies. The Place. 042509

Sorry for the lack of updating my blog.
Was busy doing my work and also, HEHE, going out lar.
Anyway, last saturday was our MUET test.
Everything was fine until the listening test. I totally screwed the whole paper!
Never thought it would be so difficult! But oh well, nasi sudah menjadi bubur~
After test, went back home. Then after bathe, went out again. Met wendy on my way back home from prangin. Meeting her that night at The Place for the model search thingy. After that, rested for a while before heading towards siew sin's place with bee yee and wei ting.

Me eating the maxim gelato I've been longing to try. Turns out to be.... XD....

Bee Yee's hand grabbed by Wei Ting~

Wei Ting and her came-whoring-ness. XD. sorry for using this word laaa...

The ever magnificent stickered phone of Siew Sin.

Huhu~

Tin teh nia bee yee's hand. That's Denise and Sze Yee.

This is ME!

Bee Yee examining the works of Siew Sin's handphone.

Best dish of the day. From Crepe Cottage. Mango Cup!
Believe me. It tastes GOOD! and rEALLY good! only Rm11~

Group photo~~~


Ahhh~~~~ Me and two lovely ladies~~~~~ Ngeks
After some photos, sent bee yee back to get her car and fetched siew sin back to her house before heading to The Place. LOLS. Funny stuff happened and... LOOKING FORWARD for our next outing together again~~~ Love you guys muchies!!!!
Here's the nicest thing in The Place. Their Disco Balls. OMG! so many~ Wish i could pluck one back and bring it back to my house!


Photo with Wendy and Penny~
Friends which I rarely have the chance to meet. Looking forward to our next time too~
LOLS. It's been long since I met Penny. Model's that night were damn "sok"~~!!
But too bad, i think they're all older than me. T.t
Oh well, better luck next time~
Till then~
Tomorrow's Labour day, so damn happy. Got replacement class in the morning then its GURNEY time~~~ shopping shopping~~~~~

Kl Trip.对你最后的一番话.

Remember when I said I was supposed to meet up with my oldies? Yeah. I ppk-ed them and went for KL instead. Reason: My aunt moved into a new house. And damn, 12k sqft of land. and my gosh. I was very very amazed with the house. XD. So, here goes my trip.
Left Penang around 2.30pm. Reached at 6.40pm.
Took the first photo in the toilet. And I tell you, the toilet is nice!!! XD


This is the outdoor shower head. The biggest I've ever seen.

It's a very wide house. And, my camera, digital one, couldn't take the whole picture. Will have to wait for my SLR to come. XD

The POOL. dipped into it after supper on saturday night. Played with coussies till 2pm. XD

*Sorry for the shaky photos* I was pretty tired after the long trip.



*But I still got a clear picture of myself inside the AV room. 52 inch next month? hehe


One very sexayyyyyy chandelier.

Inside bottom= The AV room. Empty yet. Have to wait for the couches and stuff to get in soon!

2nd Floor.

The "demo" kitchen. says aunt.


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The first living room.

Urmm.. Japanese table?


Stepway~


Main door. But entrance beside. One very big and tall door...


The gazebo. Don't know if it's spelt this way. Nice aight?

The flowing water creates Zen in the house.

A sight of the glass door.

Big-Medium-Small

A view of the Curve. Aiming at Laundry actually. XD

sis~cousin sis~me~!

Me on a segway~~~It's a once in a lifetime chance to ride it~ And I rode it in Cineleisure Damansara~Under Mall Cop Competition~ XD

Fabulous life fabulous life. Wait till you see the main thing I bought in KL. XD
I just love my fabulous life. It was a good thing you left. XD. I'm so happy with my life now.

Gucci belt. Gucci Make up Bag. And my Tiffany Bangle. XD XD
So happy.
After STPM, I shall be going down to KL to work and have fun and start a fresh new page of my life! Hehes. Pikom? The Curve? in KL or Stay in Penang and work for Paisano?HmmMmmmss..
STill a long way to go. But I'll definitely be going KL to stay for a long time next year. XD
Thailand, Taiwan~~~~ We'll definitely go there peeps!
Work Work WORK! Clubbing clubbing clubbing~~~ New people new people new people~!!!
I am over you. XD .

*不懂你是否还有印象,我们两年前的约定.我们曾经说过,还有两年,我们就可以一起住了.呵呵~好可惜也很庆幸~可惜是因为还有几个月就满期了,我们都已经分开了~哈哈~我再也不觉得心痛.也不觉得遗憾.我已经尽了力,好好的爱你.可惜你却因为贪玩~就走了~哈哈哈~不过也不能完全怪你.我也有我的霸道.我也有我的任性.只是现在你过得那么好,我也过得很好很好.没有必要再吵闹下去.也好久没吵了~也懒得跟你吵~只想说,你后天就19岁了~虽然不会再是我陪伴你度过生日~但是我希望你的他会好好得帮你庆祝!呵呵呵~还有就是呢,我们说过要一起去kl住的~现在,我比你先下咯~哈哈哈~明年一月就会搬到kl了~有点不舍的,舍不得这里的朋友.呵呵~不过日子还是要过,人还是要长大.您生日,我还是会祝你生日快乐~过后,我们再也不相干~再也不联络~因为你已经有了你自己的生活.半年了,我终于彻底地把你放下了~我爱我的新生活~你爱你的她~哈哈哈~其实,我还蛮高兴你找到一个你喜欢的人.我替你高兴,也终于放心.祝你幸福.祝你快乐.
我的婚纱店老板娘啊老板娘~~~
你在哪里啊~~~~~~~????** nudge nudge wink wink*****

Going to 007 and maybe FAME on saturday night.
MUET exam in the morning. XD.
Band 5 band 5~!!!!
Ilove.my.life.somuch.rightnow.

Takin back my love.

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

[Ciara:]
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

[Both:]
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

[Enrique:]
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

Sincerely, wishing you all the best in your life from now onwards as we may not be friends anymore as our condition worsens day by day, week by week, month by months and perhaps, years. Bridal shop tauke niau, first million dollar earned, first vacation together, breakfast in paris, lunch in hong kong, tea in japan, dinner in taiwan. WTF. It won't be you accompanying me anymore I guess. half a year of wanting you back, I don't know why I didn't accept you back again when you wanted. Saw your blog entry again, I never wanted you to cry for me but to cry for the one you really love. Thank you for loving me these 2 years. Now, love her more than loving me 2 years ago. You deserve the best of all. Happy earlier Birthday wish from me to you, J. Our love was strong once. But it was not stable after all. I wanted a steady. But you wanted to get to know more people. Studies are more important than love right now to me. Love is nothing but just a game. I lost in the game of love with you played for almost 2 years.
分开也是一种明白.我给你的疼爱是手放开.让你爱她.再会了最爱的路人.提早一个星期祝您生日快乐.
要开心地玩哦!我不再是陪伴你的人了.让你爱爱爱新的.让自己爱上别人.
明天会去kl了,想起了两年前的我们,一起去kl度过的一切.难忘~不过,还是要放开了...
流泪了,我也不懂自己是否还爱你吗,不爱的话,为什么我会留下眼泪...?

Priorities... Just crap... Lots of crap...

Have you ever thought of your priorities in life?
Have you ever came across to mind that sometimes what you put first aren't really what you want? Let's give an example of material stuff first.
Would you rather eat a packet of nasi lemak to buy a Topshop blouse?
Or would you rather save the money for the blouse to dine in Bagan or BBB's?
All these varies from different kind of people anyway.
For myself, I'd rather dine and indulge in comfort foods with family and friends.
There was once where i missed the chance to try out the food in 32 at the mansion at Penang Road.



SEE! so nice hor... Peeps, one day we shall go there before clubbing kays???!?!?!?!?
But see you all so busy, never mind lar, I'll save it for someone special. ngek ngek ngeks..
you know, I once said that i want to bring you here for your 19th bday. Oh well.
I guess fate had told us that it'll be someone else? Hope you will have a better bday than last year. I knew I didn't give you enough last year. Perhaps your someone will give it to you? Best of luck girl...
And guess what, Beach Blanket Babylon's Happy Hour cocktails are below Rm15 each!
Indulge in cocktails people! No more Martell and Chivas. You're OUT! ngek ngeksss..
Well, just would prefer something with more taste rather than high alcohol contect.
I just think it would be a waste to my stomach drinking too many hard liquor!
And to my extent, mom and dad are gona buy me lotsa liquor!
Mom's going off to Cambodia next week while I'm having MUET exams in the morning and going to MOIS at night. HEHE. Seriously, I'd like to dine in BBB this time. XD
Phewsh .This week passed by so fast. Gotta study more before I go out already.
Pressure's mounting up. I can feel it. Everybody can feel it. SO, GAMBATEH PEOPLE!
So happy that I'm meeting up nancy, baya, denise, fish and loh wei this weekend!
It's been so loooooooooooooooooooooooong since we ever met. Okay, I met loh wei last week.
But we must take lotsa pics kays!!!! KEKEx.

My priorities:
1. STUDIES
2. STUDIES
3. FRIENDS
4. FAMILY
5. Photography
6. Bartendering. At least learn some laaaa...

Less than 30 weeks till STPM. University, here I come once I finish this leap of my life!
It shall be the most hardworking time. But, I will still go out every week if possible.
Chiks, Clubs, ngek ngeks. I'm finding my way out from all the loneliness after you left.
And surprisingly, i'm doing fine being the single digit.

Had an interesting email...

An email which I received from Bee Yee.
Was quite interesting. And to the extent, I'm pretty amazed by what it says...
Well, you can however choose to believe it or not... XD
Here's a look of mine..

Youthfulness is your outstanding characteristic. You are energetic and

you have a great deal of creativity, especially in self-expression. You

are outgoing, and probably very popular. Negative traits to watch out for

are an inclination to become too self-centered and interested in shallow

pursuits. You will be happier if you are selective in your friends and

let people get to know the real you.

In romantic relationships, you may have trouble settling down.

Achieving other kinds of goals will probably take priority, at least for

a while. However, many people of the opposite sex are attracted by your

charm and youthful qualities. You are most compatible with those having

3, 6 and 9 personalities. When you find the right mate, it is someone who

understands your ambitions in life.

You have so many talents, you could probably succeed in any career you

choose. Although you are not always highly practical, you are quite bright

and a quick learner. When you concentrate on one thing, you have the

ability to rise to the top

LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU LOVE OTHERS LA!!!
Today, you let me down.
The day before yesterday, I was touched by you. I offered a helping hand to get you back to your feet and go steady with your life with love as a friend.
I cared about you all this while but never tend to make any moves to make you touched.
After seeing your downturn for so long, you finally wanted me back.
But not for the reason you love me so much. But for the reason that you're alone.
You rush into relationships you are not sure of because you fear alone.
You told me you're going to change yourself.
Start by loving yourself more compared to others.
Start by loving family. Because family comes first in every way.
Continue by loving friends and best friends. Then only decide to the way you want to live.
What I have is more than enough for me.
What I can share is half of what I have.
I once shared everything with you. But you dumped me because of the way you want to live.
Fine. I have my life now. I have my love for things and friends and people now.
I don't need your love anymore. Because I'm nothing to you at all.

This April month is a busy busy month for me as I have lots of stuff going on on weekends~
First April week- CLHS badminton Comp.
2nd week- MOIS and QE2
3rd week- outings with my jeng jeng friends.
4th week(guess what, it's 25th April, YOUR birthday.)- MUET(writing, listening and reading), Night-MOIS again for model search? XD
I don't think you're available at your birthday anymore aight? Cos you're probably gona ask your crush to celebrate with you. Congrats for finally giving up on me! You'll definitely have a better life now! And me? I'm satisfied and i have a lot of choices in life!