Sunday, April 5, 2009

要明白...生活才能活得更自在!

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^

人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西

如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心,你放不下。

好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。

你随时要认命,因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。

你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊,可能一辈子找不到朋友

Psst::::::: 昨天看见了您~呵呵~你也看着我哦~!咔咔~我的eclipse女郎啊..原来你的"男友"就是她啊..??? 哈哈哈~世界真小啊...为什么都这样的啊~~~本想进去问候你的,却忽然想到有东西要买所以搭电梯上去了.呵呵~不过还蛮开心你记得我的~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~爽到一下了~!我虽然是喜欢你,但是我不想当第三者.呵呵.受到足够的教训了.与其插进一脚,不如帮你们更好?哈哈~你们会幸福的~!!但是..看了你的部落格...我觉得..你不是真正的快乐...也许你也该为你自己而想一想吧?我愿意当你的聆听者.只要你你肯.我一定很愿意.不管你遇到什么困难,我身为朋友一定会帮你的!还有一点,我虽然喜欢你,但你不一定要接受我.我也只是以朋友的角度来喜欢.不会要求爱.不会要求任何东西.相信你也知道吧?呵呵~友谊永固!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Solvil Et Titus, Cocktails, Busy week!


That cocktail book is selling for 15 pounds in the UK! It's a great book with really straight forward recipes!

Solvil Et Titus
My belated birthday gift. I've been looking for authentic watches like these. Class yet never go out of style. There's something special about this brand. They have very very authentic and classic style represented in their watch design. Bought this watch on Friday night. Daddy rushed back and took me to Gurney to buy this watch. As for himself, he ordered a CYMA watch. Worn on Andy Lau's hand and costs almost Rm3K. Okay. The price is so far cheaper than maurice lacroix or any other watches from Cortina. The watch is worth almost Rm600. The brand is called Solvil Et Titus. Nice brand actually. XD
On Saturday night, after light dinner, went to Ah ma's house and walked to Gurney. Splitted with mom and walked on my own. Then, was looking around Gurney plaza's outlet and sms-ing and trying on clothes and pants and went to skin food. I have over sensitive skin. Used the Neutrogena Micro beads to unclog pores and my face was itchy. Wanted to buy the product from skin food but it costs almost Rm50. So I asked for a sample instead. If it goes well, I'll probably be back in 2 weeks time to get it. Then, had a call from mom. She asked me to go to Popular and find her. Andd............. She saw this cocktail book. I told mom I'm interested in photography, bartendering and all that. She said. It's okay if I'm interested, but no matter what, I must get my degree in business related or mass com related courses first. Unless I'm doing a double degree, or else I can't consider bartendering and photography as my permanent job. Okay.. I get it... LOLS. Am pretty happy that they are supporting me on buying the D80 from my uncle and getting to know more about liquor. Mommy said that when she's back from Siem Reap, she'd go to the duty free in the airport and buy some vodka and liquer i want to mix some drinks for future parties when all our coussies are back! Happy happy! Hehe. And for photography, they are willing to let me play with it! I guess I really have to put up some effort in my studies already! I would love to get to know more about the bridal industry later on after STPM. Haven't told them about it, but I sure hope I can make full use of my D80! Mommy said on the way walking back to Ah ma's house from gurney "Nahhh, give you a watch and that book as your birthday present!" Ngek ngek! So happy ~~!!!!

It has been a busy week as usual for me. I've been making myself very busy. And at the same time. I'm having fun while doing it. Yesterday, was the CLHS interschool badminton competition. Well, we managed to get to the top 6. Back last year, my partner Soon Ling and I went up to top 8 only. Well, closer already. But there's one thing I'm very frustrated about is the system they're using. Its more like a strategy of arranging the correct people on the match! And it's not really testing everybody's ability to play badminton actually. I just think it was a fair system. Most probably because they need to finish up the game as soon as possible. So, the first, second and third match was the pair who got 21 marks wins the game. And there are a total of 5 games. Any of the team which collected 3 points from winning each game gets to go to the second round. So, substitute are quite useless actually. I don't get the point of their system. Well, I just know that my team didn't push to the maximum because of the system. We could have done better if we're give the chance to play single and doubles together. And yes, you would question what is the point of coming up as a team ? My answer, to prove that we are good players after all. This time, we worked hard for the competition. But they system, arghhh... Just not quite satisfied with it. I believe that a lot of other teams had their great players but was eliminated because of not gaining enough points. Oh well. Kudos to my fellow team mates. We made it to Top 6. And it was fun training for a month plus. To st georgian's , I knew you all did your hard work. Maybe you'll get to win Simpang Ampat next time. Hopefully there's another badminton competition in this coming few months. Because my friends and I would love to challenge more players from other schools. To my fellow teammates, well done and thank you! Was supposed to go for bbq steamboat at night. But due to feeling tired and sick.. The plan was cancelled. We'll definitely have the time to get out and eat some other day.

Ya know, back in school years for you college people reading my blog, we have to hand in our books to be checked aight?Yeahh.. Mathematics checking was on Friday. And surprisingly, on Thursday night I finished my exercise till chapter 5.5. And.... The next day, number 1 to 5 in the name list were asked to hand in our exercises. Was lucky enough to have completed halfway. Just did another section and handed the whole thing. P/S: There is 5.10 sections. I did till 5.6. XD. And... Being so 扫兴~Soon Ling and Josephine both sms-ed me from DOWNSTAIRS! It's written "Gong hei fa choi :-D" from Soon Ling and "Hoho, U kena!" from Josephine. IIsh. U both really must say me like this meh? Hahah! Oh well, but I did my homework and yeah, wasn't afraid to pass it up. Had to borrow a plastic file from Shwu Wei and pass it up. Lols. Then, was feeling pretty tired for the day and was very pek cek during accounts class. So sleepy and hot! You guys have to agree that the weather is so terrible nowadays. Oh yeahh, you guys study in the air conditioned room! XD. But then, all of us should know that it just sucks when we go out there aight? Kena "suan" from accounts auntie lorrrr... Say my body so weak.. BLABLABLA... Gees.. Okay lar. Don't really care either. LOL. Ean Jee joined our PA tution on friday. But for her first lesson, she was barely there for an hour and went back early because her bf came to fetch her and bring her out. Lols. Sweet couple. But arhhh.. I saw a picture where Ean Jee and her Bf took picture. Gasps** It looked like me. The spectacles, the type of shirt I would wear. Except that his hair was dyed. I told Ean Jee, Omigosh.. I think I would look like him if I dyed my hair.. LOLS. She said "Yeah, and that time I would take a picture with you and pretend you're Denis. LOL" sweat laaaaaaa....

On Wednesday, went to badminton training with my team mates. After that went to pasar malam at farlim. Been there for almost a month non-stop. Lols. Well, everytime I go there, I will definitely go for lok lok and and bubble milk tea. So......................................... I got 搭讪 from the bubbly milk tea girl lorrrrr.............................................................
My friends were there and they were like.. surrounding me when I was talking to her...... Well, she started the convo first. Asking all of us whether we're studying or waiting for results....... So................. My friends didn't hear that.. And.......................... I told her lorrr.... Then lehhh.... She started questioning me lorrr... Asking what form larr.. Study what larrr.. Then.. Asked me whether wana teach her tution or not larrrr.... Lidat larrrrr.. Then.. I told her.. Rm 300 lorr... She said.. wahh so cheap ahr??? LOLS... I wanted to tell her, that's included with dating you lor. LOLSSS. Flirty aight?But I didn't larr.. Then, the whole bubble milk tea car was like looking at me. And seriously lorr, that girl looks like Chao Ge. XD . But she's cute but not my type. Haha. Then after taking my bubble milk tea, I paid and left. And usually, I have 2 cups of bubble milk tea one lorrr... After taking a stroll down the food lane, I went back and ordered a second one. She was so happy and started asking me to be her tution teacher. LOLS. I didn't really replied. Then the whole bubble milk tea van's workers started calling me "补习老师", sweat.... Then, one thing very terrible was I forgot to tell that I didn't want the sago. Oh well, then my friends started to pelly me once I talk to her again... Sighsss.. After a chit chat for a while, the other workers had a "reunion" again. Okay... My friends from another place came and they met and chit chat lor. Ean Jee told me she knew her from driving class. Bee Har's friend knew her also. And while sms-ing with Bee har, i said what a pity i didn't have her number. LOLS. But since she's not my type, would just like to be friends with her lor. Then, Ju Yin larrr.. started pellying me already once I took my tea. She said, You see lar, your 魅力~!!! people give you so many 珍珠compared to us ah!! LOL. Okay... I get it lorr... Well, to be honest. There's quite a lot of 珍珠actually.. LOLSSS... Okay larrr. ENDofTHE搭讪Story.

MUET exam's coming! MUET trials are on this coming week?SHIETTTTT...........
I'm in love with this song... from Mayday...
你不是真正的快乐歌词:
作词:五月天 作曲:五月天
人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著

P/S: This has no meaning to me. I just love the way 阿信 sings it!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Life is Fabulous for me right now. QE2~First time clubbing


Went Clubbing~~~~~~~~~~~
Ngek ngeks~ Yes, I know I told you guys I don't have time. Oh well, with the availability of hot chicks and alcohols, who can resist it?
Haha! Okay okay. Went to QE2 at Church Street Pier near Jetty yesterday night. It was Miss Behave. So called ladies night lorrr... No cover fees and all that.. Yeah~ and to my extent, it was pretty much how I would love clubbing to be! Sister says that I should come and experience this first then only go to MOIS. Lols. She says she wants me to see the difference between a place where more mature people go and where young people go. Okay. Will wait for the chance to club with my besties in MOIS soon. But I think my friends would prefer QE2 lorr.. XD
Needless to say, as usual.. My cocktail drink.. XD . This time I had Cosmopolitan. Love the cranberry juice they mixed with it and its quite cheap. Rm21 plus plus for the drink. And hiak hiak hiak.. I saw my a friend of mine with the mother and other hot chikas and hot guys! The crowd there was pretty much those who are working in the corporate world, mat sallehs and all that. They had great good served there. Oven baked pizza!! No larrr.. the traditional oven okay.. U think i'm so hiao meh... Talk about nothing special mia pizza. LOLS. Okay. It was my sister's friend's birthday. They had Johnnie Walker and loads more. We arrived therer around 12~ Then after ordering our drinks, we finished it. and headed to the dance floor. So many march babies there. I mean among my sister's friend. And there was a girl~ngek ngeks. Hot actually. And she asked me to be her partner for the night! WOOHOOS!!~~ Ya'll will see her in the pics. But didn't have her face lor. Sideview got la. XD. she's apparently from my school. Senior. But now in uni. Oh well. Can't wait for uni life!XD
They had TIESTO's music playing. Techno and trance. Almost all of the songs they played were in my MP3 player and in my ears when i go to the gym! Haha. Especially destination calabria~ The best was YMCA. Everybody just knew how to dance the YMCA dance~! Needless to say, I had a fun time there. But I would rather go with my own friends in the future! XD. And my friends would love it I am sure.

See the girl in dyed hair?Yeah~~~that's my partner~ Hot actually~~!!

Birthday boy was carried up and brushed against the happy corner!LOLS.. lame one..
Went back around 2.30~Slept at 3.30~Woke up at 8 in the morning and pia to tution!

-LEHmaaaaaleii~~!!!!I dont love you doesnt mean you can treat me this way lor!!!FARKOFF!!

Friday, March 27, 2009

When they don't love you anymore...

当她不爱你的时候要懂得放弃

献给所有得到过所爱却又失去所爱的人,给从未得到所爱的人,给因为仍旧爱着,于是选择自欺欺人的人。这,是一面镜子,勇敢面对,勇敢放弃,勇敢重新开始。
当她不爱你的时候,无论过去她是否爱过后来却忘了,又或者是否是从未爱过。当你无法成为她心里的那个人的时候,她的心便不会记得你。虽然她知道你深爱她,但她宁可选择装作是不知道。
当她不爱你的时候,请不要在你不开心,或者是遇到麻烦而彷徨的时候去打搅她。她那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去处。也许她会在接到你的电话的时候,淡淡地安慰 你几句,却也仅此而已。也许你会再想要一点什么,于是说:“我们见面吧。”而她肯定心有烦躁了。当她不爱你的时候,你的爱,你的人,就会显得廉价许多。你 占了下风,这是人的本性。她会说:“好,不过我现在有点事情。晚点的时候你再给我电话吧。或者我给你电话也可以。”而你这时千万不要当真,她只是找了个不 是很高明的理由来搪塞你。请不要真的去等,不要骗自己。
当她不爱你的时候,请不要与她讲你的琐事,也许此刻,你不过是希望让彼此更熟悉一些。只是,她却无暇更是没有兴趣去了解你,你的生活,你的过去,你的长处 短处与她又何干?即使讲了。她也很快会忘记的,就如她忘记你的生日,你的地址,你的电话一样。没有爱,于是你注定挤不进她的生命。即使,你要的哪怕只是一 个很小很小的角落。
当她不爱你的时候,请不要在她的面前流眼泪,不要在生病的时候告诉她。她无法给予你照顾和关心。至多是同情一下。请骄傲的你,不要放弃本来属于你的骄傲。 虽然太多的人,在爱的面前丢失了太多。连站起来的勇气都没有。何来骄傲?只是要记得,只有爱自己的人,才可以真正的去疼惜你。而不是旁观的同情,怜悯。
当她不爱你的时候,你的爱便是她的负担。请不要去计算自己的付出,不要希望有什么回报。爱着不爱自己的人,本身便是没有回报的。不要计较对与错。这样会快 乐些。要记住,你与她之间的爱,是单方面的,你用心,她无心。所以,也不要怪她。因为也许她也想做好一些。对你不要那样的冷漠。只是,爱一个人,对一个人 好。本来就是一种本能。对不起,她没有这样的本能。
当她不爱你的时候,请不要失去自己的自信。因为爱一个人,并非她的优秀,而只是一种感觉。她让你有这样的感觉,于是你爱她。同样,她不爱你,也并非你不优秀。优秀,不是爱的理由。看看还有那么多爱自己的人,淡淡地微笑一下,也是异样甜美的。
当她不爱你的时候,也一定要祝福她。有了爱,便不该有恨。爱是美好的。恨却丑陋。何必让生命中最美好的东西化作丑恶呢?也不要觉得不公平。关于离去。她失去的是一个爱她的人,而你失去了一个不爱你的人,却得到了一个重新生活,重新去爱的机会。
请不要去想到“永远”。爱没有永远。你此刻深爱,却注定遥远的某一天也不再爱她。她只是比你早一步到达了这一天。当她不爱你的时候,请轻轻拥抱一下回忆里的温暖,轻柔地凝视凋谢的温柔。
当她不再爱你的时候,亲爱的,请你深深呼吸,一生的路上,铺满了爱的花蕾,总有那么一朵属于你,不是安慰你。而是,这是生生世世早已经注定的。
可不可以抛弃,不再背负过多的期许,可不可以做自己...

摘取自一个论坛.看完的感想:果然的,很多时候,放下是最好的方法.勇敢面对事实.勇敢面对失败,是最好的方法.不要再欺骗自己.因为知道已经不可能了,就不要再继续纠缠她.尤其是当她已经有了新的恋爱.更不可以打扰~!这样看起来只是个奸人而已.我放弃了.我还爱她吗?我再也不需要说出来了.心里有诉~心里懂~我开心吗?我很开心.为什么?因为我终于可以找回当初的自己.会再为爱的人改变吗?再也不会改变我对她的爱.但我还是会很坏蛋!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Thank you to all of you who had wished me!

Dokiting's blog
Muahahas~Just saw your blog entry which was like... weeks ago?LOLS.
Anyway, Don't feel bad about it kays??
We'll definitely have the chance to club together. Hiaks!
No worries girl~We'll have our wild night out someday.. Oh well..Stpm is in the way..
But after STPM, all of us will have the time. And there will be no excuses that time to NOT TO CLUB. and thanks for your wish too! XD. We'll be stronger no matter what hits us! Ngeks ngeks~ Friends forever. I miss you guys too!Bee yee, nancy, Angel tan, wen lin tyre ... etc..
S5F will find time to reunite. XD

Oh yeahh.. I just wana say thanks to all the people who wished me happy birthday!
Here's a list of them either they posted in facebook, friendster and CALLed me!
I'll start with someone.. Lols..She's the first one to wish me. Which was ONE WEEK EARLIER!!!LMAO!
Here goes the list...
Phoebe Ng (First to wish me)
Wing (Osling's XXX)
Jia Li (My leng lui ka jie)
Ju Yin(this girl wanted to be the first one, but she's late already. XD)
Josephine(She was in the "foursome"chatroom. but she's Slowwww. and she left the convo)
Siew Sin Nancy, Angel Tan(Because she's so nice all the time) and Baya
Denise
These 3 siao cha bohs accompanied me till 12pm plus plus from 10pm!!
Bee Yee Chatted non stop and talked about funny things in form 5. I miss ya'll!!
Sze Yee
Fany-Bao Jiun
Boon Ling( Sent me a MMS with a birthday song,gam dong!)
Rachael Yuen (The girl who has the same birthday as me! but born in 90')
Bee Har
Jeline
Vivien Ooi
Jun Sin
Nicole Pang
Doki Ting (Miss fabulous! LOL)
Jo Joe
Yi Lin
Alys
Da Hei Xiong (My US friend)
Oh Su-Su (Su Lin Oh laaa)
Kenneth Ng(Coussie from aust.)
Shi Ying
Wendy Lim
Kien(Jo)
Turkey(hooi Kee)
Seow fun
Soon Ling
Yuki~Wenny Ho~(my aussie darling~)
Qiao Hui
Rong Ying
Siang Pheng
Joanne
Jie Li
Yee San
Ah sir(my accounts tution teacher)
Su yuan
Dawnie
Soo Bee
Serene Ooi
Juanita Ooi
Jovy Chou
Shu Ling
Yeong Khey
Jaclyn wong
hazel
Dylan wong
Penny
Eugine dar dar~~~
Mom and Dad
Auntie and Uncle
Dequeen
Su Leng
Jeslyn
Jasz
Miss C from USA is the last one~her reason :Because time difference with M'sia
Okay lorrr...~~~~ hahaha...

To those who wished me~Thanks~!Had a great birthday celebration on the 14th~!
I'm finally 18~and i'm legal~You remind me girl!XD


My sister wished me the next day. Oh well. You're a busy lady in uni. This was happier times back in 2006 Christmas...

Life is beautiful. Life is wonderful. Appreciate before you never have the chance to appreciate that person anymore.

A Beautiful Lesson. I've learned my lesson. Have you?

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US.
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care
of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that ketie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.
The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.



Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few rests.The pain do not let her to be standing up for long periods



Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a women so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated.
Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.
Ya know, to really appreciate our loved one, it's so hard to do it until we're finally losing it. I'm so glad that Nick and Katie exchanged their vows in the end. It would be a tragic ending for Katie's life if she can't make it till her wedding day with Nick. Salut~ May you rest in peace.
Got this touching email from a friend of mine. And yeah, I must admit that I've pretty much got the meaning of this message. If I ever love someone, appreciate them while they are still around. Not until we lose them. I have lost someone I love a few months back. Thinking back of the past, makes me no perfect person at all. I am not a perfect person. But I surely did learn my lesson well. Quoted this from a close friend of mine who sent me this messages. I've been receiving lotsa meaningful messages from them. Thanks you people!XD
"人生没有几回,懂得珍惜就是幸福,不要让幸福从中溜走,也不要让自己将来过得后悔,一切全靠自己的命运去掌握,而不要让命运掌握我们自己."
e c l i p s e 女郎~谢谢你~哈哈~!!原来我是认识你的.而且认识你很久了却没见过的.哈哈哈!虽然我们有缘没份,但是我还是很开心.因为至少那天你有留意到我看到你.虽然也只是一望而已.但是你我都互相"电"到~!哈哈哈.只是我来得太迟~你已经有伴~不过还是很开心我们可以当朋友.然而,有一天,我想请你喝茶~可以吧?You're the first one after everything happened. It took me a lot of courage to ask you actually. You gave me back my confidence to start over again. I've found my confidence. And all thanks to you! You're my first crush after all those shitty things happened. And finally, I've found myself back. Carefree, happy, and a better person compared to last year!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Gurney Sale~ Exams~ ME~!


Allright, here's my photo with my badminton team members. Oh gosh, just for the sake of taking attendance to meet with the Ministry's demands, we had to do this. And there will be more to come I guess. LOL. Anyway,
From top left : Shen Tee, Soon Ling, Jos, Me, Chia Yee
From bottom left: Boon Ling, Ju Yin, Ean Jee, Grace and Rong2!
Having practice tomorrow! I wish it won't rain!!! So all of us can go pasar malam together for dinner and relaxation after 3 days of test. LOLS. More test to come soon. Mid year and Trials.

In my previous entry, I said that i wanted to go to Gurney's annual sale right?
YEahhh.. I went. And this time, with my aunt. Cos my mom told her I needed someone with CIMB credit card in order to get more discount in a leather shop. So , she agreed and boy, I studied like shit the night before cos I knew I was going to shop all day long!
So here's my stuff I got from Gurney the other day.
Had a leather wallet. And mom had a leather pouch. I do think leather is nice. XD. Not a PVC fan. Mom's pouch is cool okay? I love it so much. Finally, i could find some excuse to switch bags with my mom! XD. Hers is so simple and it has a nice compartment and a leather strap too! So if any snatch thiefs would wana snatch her purse, she has the strength to hold him back and wallup him with her purse! I did a demonstration in front of her. And.... Yeah, she laughed at me.. Oh well...
Anyway, I finally swapped my Debit Card. YES!!!!
I treated my sister and aunt Sakae Sushi for tea that day. And the feeling of using cashless purchase is soooooooooooooooooo NICE! But, all this has to stop soon. XD. I need money to.. HEHE... XD... anyway.. here are some pictures I took of my wallet.

Hello Country Hide, Bye bye LV.

Comparisons.

Its a scout logo. Don't know why they used it...

And see! THIS IS A REAL LV OKAY! GOT cert and all that one ah!XD.. wahahhahas
Almost real LV lorrr.....I lied.. XD

Mom's pouch. I will borrow from her someday! XD. It's nice okayyyyyyyy

Oh yeah. bought a new belt. D&G white belt. TOok this picture before going for shoppign




-The best way to wish someone happiness is to shut up and move on with my life-
-e c l i p s e 女郎~~~~原来我认识你的!!哈哈哈哈!!!

Friday, March 20, 2009

I love my Life.

Duhhhh..
Somebody was on suicide call yesterday...
Phewshhhh... Thank God you're okay already...Was worried about you okay? Don't do this to me again. Life is more precious than anything else... I won't cry for you one okay? COS I love you too much(as friends nia okay? Don't simply think again my darling C)~!!! WAHAHAHAS.

PLEASE PLEASE... PLEASE!!! LOVE YOUR LIFE!
I LOVE MINE!
LOVE your life!
Another thing is.. If you don't love your life, nobody will love you.
I love my fabulous life with my shopping and friends!
I love my family. I love everything around me.
Just that I don't have love for that special someone.
Not now. Not so soon. Will wait till I meet the right personn~~~
When are you coming leh?~?~??~?~

Sorry to CH. Rejected you again. And yeah. You have the right to be super pissed off at me. But instead of telling you that I like you, I think it's best that we're friends. Cos friends are for forever. Love is not. No, not because you're not hot enough. Just that I'm not connected. Will talk to you later on when things are soothed out. Cheer up okay? I may be the worst one you ever met. You wanted me to care about you. But i just treated you fairly like how i treat others. Can't force me out okay if i really am not connected....

Special someone... I'm waiting for you...
If we ever meet, I'd like to have a photoshoot for you with my Nikon D80~
That is on July lar... XD
Then will make it as my gift for you~
As your memorabilia from me to you~!!!
Excited about the photoshoot? Yeah.... I AM...
But things will have to wait till I found you babehhh~~~

P/S: I love my life. I love my fabulous life. Live life, live fabulously!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Of damned fools and lies.
They cheat us.
They belittle us.
They think we're idiots.
They are selfish.
They are the best when everyone else is trying hard to be the best.
They think they are great in a sense that they have NOTHING except alcohol and drugs.
They snatch people's precious things and even people.
They are contagious.
We may spend a lot.
We may have a lot of branded stuff.
We want quality. Not quantity.
The world is changing. The people are hating each other.
Don't think you can fool us.
Because you are just a fool yourself for fooling us.
DAMN YOU PASAR MALAM VENDOR . Not all.
BUT YOU! FOR telling me that IT IS AN ORIGINAL LOUIS VUITTON!
YOU JUST NEEDED YOUR FIX AND DEMAND FOR THAT MONEY!
DAMN YOU!!!!


Monday, March 16, 2009

[[Life's changing, I could feel it]]

Had a deal yesterday, one year from my birthday. LOVE.
Succeed or not, it's all up to my effort.
Just don't get it how my wish could turn into a blackmail.
Heated arguments, shouting over the phone. So tired. Tiring okay.
Called one of her friend's yesterday. Talked and, looked for some answers.
She's glad that she's worried over him and all that.
And yeah. I sensed something between him and her after all.
And I'm pretty sure, they are happy for her after she called it off with me.
Thinking over the mistakes that I've done.
Yeah. Sometimes, I hope that she'd be better off with him.
Sometimes, I hope she'd be better with me.
Knowing that I've been comparing myself to him.
I could only say I lost to him already since the beginning of everything.
What could I give back to her? I don't know.
I seriously don't know. Don't know what I could do again. Don't know what I could do to win her back. But I only know I'll be very very busy and limiting myself this year for the sake of my studies. Selfish? Yeah. Cos that's my future.
Oh well. I'll be busy for a while. yeah. For fucking 8 months of studying and events to attend!
No. Not with fishing okay...
Don't think that I'm so perverted laaaa...
I just made quite a number of new friends..
And reunited with some of my old friends..
Oh yeah. Getting my Debit Card today.
Shopping therapy after exams..
Besides that, MUET exam is coming too.
Have to read up more papers and mags.
Had a chat with a friend, Su yuan who is now in NZ...
Asked her about her part time job of being an assistant photographer.
Hmms. Well, she says I can look up to her if I need a job later on in a bridal shop.
She's amazed of what I plan to do in the future.
But surely I need a business degree to get me around first.
Ngek ngek~ I finally can get my hands on the bridal industry~~!!!!
Excited yet long way to go.
8 more months. Till STPM. gan cheong? YALA!
Exam's next week. Monthly test. Sighs. Haven't been studying but blogging a lot.
After exam, then there's the CLHS badminton tournament.
Then school sports day event. BLAAHHH~!!! SO many things to do and prepare.
This time, we must win in the CLHS badminton! Surprisingly, my Relay for Life team is also my badminton team. Not exactly all but most of them. Hahha!
Waiting for muh ka jie to come back from uni.
So we can go buy belts and watches together. Hehe. That's my bday present k~
Gurney plaza's annual sale is on 21st March. GEEE. Tempted to go .
Sadly, daddy is not around and I couldn't get my hands on my wallet.
No. not because I don't have money.
It's because I can't get an extra 10% off from his CIMB credit card.
He's off to Jakarta on Friday. And that leaves me and mom... AGAIN! sian ah!
Mom's going off to Siem Reap on April 25th.
And that morning, I have my writing exam for MUET in school.
Would be free after exam anyway.
See. So damn packed adi my schedule. Where got time leh?

This funny conversation between me and my friends.
They wished me happy bday. And posted it up on their blog. Happy happy~!
Thanks girls!





Si gui nancy and baya. still call me Jo NENnen after form 5. Cham~
Hahah. But happy happy~
Nancy's blog~ What she said on her blog. XD
Part of it only laaaa..
Won't be writing in Chinese anytime soon.
Time to practice my writing skills in my blog. Sighs. Why the fuss over it people?
Because higher bands in the MUET decides whether you can go overseas to study or not.
Tried IELTS in school the other day. Easy for listening. Not sure about writing and speaking generally. XD
GAMBATEH everybody!
Let it all out for this year's STPM!